Same story, Different chapters

2009-09-23T12:23:00.002+08:00

Our world is in a "Waterwar" and i dont mean a game or fun activity. Water is running out in our land and what are we doing to help ? Are we saving water? Cause other countries are fighting for it. What going to happen to our kids and their kids?

What are we doing with the water we have?

2009-09-23T12:17:00.002+08:00

What we are today is result of our own past actions,

What ever we wish to be in the future depends on our present actions,

Decide how you have to act now.

We are responsible for what we are, whatever we wish ourselves to be.

We have to power to make ourselves.

2009-09-15T12:02:00.005+08:00

i was reading a friends post about why she was a writer and i thought to myself why am i a musician and want to be a producer??

Well, i don't know if i will make senses but here's my own thoughts:

I am a musician cause i grow up with music around me

I want to be a producer cause the minute i hear good music i want to be able to keep it forever

I am a musician cause i hear everything around me as beautiful sounds

I want to be a producer cause it makes me feel good

I am a musician cause i plainly love playing for gigs and making ideas work

These are just thoughts but thoughts lead to something greater i believe. Why do i keep believing that one day ill become what i wanna be? cause simply its the passion that drives me. Why do something you hate and earn a lot of money but you come home unhappy and tired? With doing what i love i can go on for hours and not complain bout it being boring to tiring or even for the fact i know my salary being so low.

I love music cause it keeps me in a world that is warm and nice

Music motivates me

Music challenges me

Music is and always will be my life...

2009-09-14T10:53:00.003+08:00

I got my other blog done :) i think for now ill be over that side more. faithandthejourney.blogspot.com

2009-09-09T23:23:00.003+08:00

ive been long gone. i actually wanted to delete this blog already. But something happened, something happened to massively that everything has changed. You know how people always say what goes around, comes around? well its all coming back. I feel that i just took the turn that was right and im on my way. A lot of things has changed over these few months. But one thing i know for sure that didnt is my God. With my faith that he has seen he has truly blessed me. And now its up to me to see him in my journey of faith. I'll be starting another blog to write down my walk as a believer of Christ. Yes! you heard me another blog! i cant believe it too :)

I have alot in my mind i wanna write down but i don't quite know how to so ill do it when i get everything straight :)

Here's a question : Would you buy a art piece made from thumbtacks? isn't it a unique thing?

2009-08-04T19:57:00.002+08:00

who ever that wrote this song put a smile on my face :)

Got yourself a ticket to the rest of your life
So starting here and now, find the strength somehow to spread your wings and fly
And who could ask for more than this precious time
With you at my side on this rollercoaster ride, the one thing I know for sure is that

Na Na Na, it's a beautiful life
Na Na Na, it's a beautiful life
Yes it is

Everyday's a new start so give it a try
When all of your predictions, your loves and your commitments
Keep watching the time pass by
And who could ask for more than another chance
You get one everyday, so start and lead the way
Step through another door singing. . .

Na Na Na, it's a beautiful life
Na Na Na, it's a beautiful life
Yes it is

These days I'm lost in the beauty of life
So I'm singing. . .

Na Na Na, it's a beautiful life
Na Na Na, what a beautiful life
Yes it is

Na Na Na, what a beautiful life
Na Na Na, what a beautiful life
Yes it is.

2009-07-31T21:52:00.002+08:00

my 1st book that i bought and started reading is a mind blower! Blink: The Power of Thinking Without Thinking by Malcom Gladwell is a book about the ability to gauge what is really important from a very narrow period of experience. In other words, spontaneous decisions are often as good as—or even better than—carefully planned and considered ones.

Just a few pages into the book and im beginning to understand whats Malcom talking about. I cant wait to reach the end and this time im pretty sure ill reach the end of this book :)

oh oh! and their gonna make a movie too! cant wait! its a must WATCH :)

2009-07-29T14:13:00.003+08:00

Some people work so hard to one day own a car like this.

Speaking for myself too i hope to earn a beautiful powerful and music to my eyes sports car like this too. But im wondering if i ever do get a car like this where am i going to drive it too? The jam streets of KL? Hot highway roads of Malaysia? With weather like this ? wouldnt be a nice drive wouldnt it? I wanna drive on roads where really gets your blood rushing ! where i can really see and hear God's beauty. Even if i dont get to drive a sports car one day i would with all my heart want to drive on roads like this someday even if its just driving a Myvi. :)

Wouldnt you wanna drive on roads like this?

Col De Turini is a famous mountain top in the south of France and is part of a 32 km rally stage starting from Sospel to La Bollène. It is the highest point in the stage standing at 1607 metres. This stretch of road is one of the most difficult and dangerous but also exciting stages in the WRC. It has the long straights where cars reach upto 180 km/h, 34 challenging hairpins and awesome views - all the things that make for one of the best driving roads in the world.

Stelvio pass (Passo dello Stelvio), at 2757 meters it is the second highest paved mountain road in the alps. Regarded by the motorists as one of the most challenging roads in the world, it has 60 hairpins with 48 of them on the northern / eastern ramp.

2009-07-28T11:33:00.003+08:00

Why do we even get bored sometimes?

The world is plenty of exciting things to do and now even with the Internet up and running faster then ever why do we even say that we get bored? speaking for myself sometimes i wonder why do i even get bored. Maybe its cause we choose to be bored. Isn't everything we do by choice? so maybe being bored is a choice too. We say were bored cause theres nothing to do but theres always something to do around us but its whether we choose to do it isn't it? Theres tons of places to go, things to eat smell touch try from the moment we wake up up till the time we fall back to sleep on our pillows.

Take the morning as an example. There going for a jog breathing to fresh air and listening to the beauty of the morning, birds and water sounds. And theres the coffee smells brewing , toast bread toasting and newspapers flipping in the coffee shops. Or maybe going grocery shopping with the busy sounds of chopping and trolleys pushing and cashier rigging up your items. And that's only a few of my favourites :)

Afternoons were things get more fun. There shopping malls, business centers, cafes, flee markets to go to. Friends to meet up and talk, to try new things with. If you don't feel all cheery theres always the bookshop or a quite Starbucks where you can just sit back and read and things.

At night is where the fun starts, clubs, bars, streets filled with interesting people. And theres always staying at home catching up on movies, tv show, books, or talks. :)

I'm wondering with everything moving so fast and so many new trends,gadgets, places coming up. Can we ever get bored? can i ever get bored?

2009-07-25T23:44:00.002+08:00

my mind has become all over the place since 3 months ago and its still all over the place. I guess maybe theres some things i still cant let go ? or maybe im planning ahead and i dont know it. Im enjoying the new things in life. Trying some crazy stuff :P thinking i might just like all this but sometimes theres something missing. Just a small tiny page missing in between the chapters and titles. Between the mega book shelf. Right now the only way to find out whats missing is to go all out and explore. See if i can find it and paste it back or maybe just write the new missing page. With words from yours. "I'm living by the moment". Whatever comes my way ill take it. anyway you cant be to choosy these days :P soooo what ever that im missing now im in a way enjoying finding it :P but i tell you my mind is really really all over the place!

2009-07-22T01:11:00.003+08:00

i came across this blog or something. Not sure what is it.. but its super cool! and this is how i feel now. Love this quote :

Look at you, like a new tattoo. Because I might not always have you but I'll have the feeling of you for the rest of my life.

2009-07-03T02:26:00.003+08:00

i know ive not been updating lately. Thats because its been crazy. Its been a roller coaster of ups and downs. Just hang on, or should i tell that to myself? im just sorting life right now cause its been totally screwed up. Chill, i standing on my feet. This is small compare to so many people in this world. Single life at the moment Rocks! being able to do whatever, whenever, wherever never been so full of smiles. Yes Yes, at the end of the day i feel sad, but i have God and once im a sleep its a new day to enjoy myself with the friends i have right now. Friends that are there for me and friends that open my eyes bigger. So lets just say im rearranging my chapters of life again. Taking down the old unwanted books on the shelves and cleaning it and putting new ones up. Ive always been excited to see my life unfold and still am. Why let something so small pull me down! Its hard no doubt! But this boy is not going to be brought down that easy! i repeat not going to be brought down that easy. SO ! yea! New books and chapters are coming soon! Stay tuned! :P

FYI

2009-06-15T00:07:00.004+08:00

Waiting for the right one
Don't know if your out there or not
Saving my heart for
That special someone from God

I don't know if you could hear me
I don't think that you can see me
But FYI Ill be loving you someday

Hoping that I'll find you
Walking the same streets as I do
Praying that you'll be there
With a perfect dress on a sunny day

I don't know if you could hear me
I don't think that you can see me
But FYI Ill be loving you someday

~music & lyrics by min~

Syndicate - The Fray

2009-06-05T12:49:00.002+08:00

Half way around the world lies the one thing that you want
Buried in the ground, hundreds of miles down
The first thing that arises in your mind when you awake
Is bending you 'til you break, let me hold you now

Baby close your eyes, don't open 'til the morning light
Baby don't forget, we haven't lost it all yet

Don't know what you're made of 'til the one thing that you want
Is coming with the dawn and suddenly changes
The Monday syndicate meets everyone the same
All we've lost to the flame, listen to me now

Baby close your eyes, don't open 'til the morning light
Don't ever forget, we haven't lost it all yet
All we know for sure is all that we are fighting for
Baby, don't forget we haven't lost it all yet

Someday when this is over
We may still have no answer
For now it's when I hold her
We are closer, we are closer

Baby, close your eyes, don't open 'til the morning light
Don't ever forget, we haven't lost it all yet
All we know for sure is all that we are fighting for
Baby, don't forget we haven't lost it all yet

We haven't lost it all yet

We are closer, we are closer

2009-06-03T23:34:00.002+08:00

Well, im back to reality from the week of relaxing and going crazy. But i sit down today wanting to talk bout something else and not how well my trip went. Not how i had plenty of fun and good food. But i sit here, thinking bout my father in heaven. You see this whole week was a view changing week. Ive seen and think bout things i thought i knew it before but i clearly didnt. God came to me this week as a father. As someone who will hug me and love me no matter who i am. Someone who will protect me from the rain or from the pain. It was so clear that everytime i did devotions or think bout him all i could see was God being my father. DAD, PAPA, FATHER, the one that knows the best for us. The one who will do anything to make you happy but also the one who will stop you from making the wrong choices. The one who you will feel like his always out there watching you so that he can scold you when u do something wrong. Or the one who wont allow you to go out or buy something for you when you really want it.

I couldnt see it anymore clearer. This morning i decided to watch a nooma video. And again it was bout how the father sometimes will not give you what you one all the time cause there is something better out there. Sometimes we want the smallest things cause we dont wanna sound to greedy and we say if only you give me that ill be happy and i wont ask for anything else. What if there a bigger toy in the future that God is planning to give you already? we ask for the smallest thing to make us happy and when we dont get it and God carries us away we wonder if God really loves us or not. What if he wants to carry us away to a better place?

2009-05-24T21:24:00.002+08:00

look pass the stupid jokes and sex talks and you can always find something meaningful in a comedy like How i met your mother.

Ted: Okay, I'm going to say something out loud that I've been doing a pretty good job of not saying out loud lately. What you and Tony have, what I thought for a second you and I had, what I know that Marshall and Lily have, I want that. I do. I keep waiting for it to happen. I'm waiting for it to happen. I guess I'm just tired of waiting. And that is all I'm going to say on that subject.

Stella: I know that you're tired of waiting. And you might have to wait a little while more but, she's on her way, Ted. And she's getting here as fast as she can.

Hear Me

2009-05-20T16:07:00.002+08:00

Hear Me

Hear me now
I am lost
So confuse
On what's going on
Hear me now
I've come to your door
Begging for more
More of you

Let your light shine on me
Let your love pour out like rain
As I kneel down and cry
May you feel me up with your grace

Hear me now
I can't go on
With out you
By my side
Hear me now
I'm asking for
I'm pleading for
A touch from you

Let your light shine on me
Let your love pour out like rain
As I kneel down and cry
May you feel me up with your grace

~music & lyrics by min~

Take Me

2009-05-18T12:02:00.005+08:00

I'm dreaming alone
But your on my mind
The night is still young
Like there is no ending

I don't know
What do you say

Take me even higher
Higher from here
Just a little faster
I need your love right now

I'm thinking of you
But I can't seem to feel you
Could this be a dream
But I don't wanna wake up

I don't know
What do you say

Take me even higher

Higher from here
Just a little faster
I need your love right now

~music & lyrics by min~

Its simple.

2009-05-17T14:48:00.004+08:00

The question is why do we make it so hard and complicating. Its so easy. LIFE was suppose to be simple. God made it that way. God put simple things in our lifes and on this world. But cause of greed and our selfish minds we have to go screw it all up. God brought in life that was simple. Adam and Eve only was suppose to do a simple job and enjoy life that way. We all were suppose to think simple and enjoy life but we ourselfs put so much pressure and let our minds go crazy with all the what ifs. Well, what if life was just suppose to be simple? Money, positions, power made in more complicating for us.

I took a step back this weekend in PD to have a look at my life and others. We are surrounded by so much power and temptations till we forgot how to live a simple life. Till we forgot about Gods beauty and what he first gave us. The world and his love. We go crazy looking for answer from so many things. but maybe the simple answer was to just stop and look up at God. Be simple, take it slow, live a day at a time. Our minds are amazing. We think so much till we fill so much of our minds with rubbish. We are so use to the city life till we get sucked in.

Its time to run, escape, go slow. Live a simple life! and let God do the rest.

Its simple.

2009-05-17T14:48:00.001+08:00

2009-05-10T23:21:00.002+08:00

In the end actions does speak louder then words.

2009-05-06T17:55:00.002+08:00

Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Change

2009-05-04T17:14:00.004+08:00

Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever.- Keri Russell

Any change, even a change for the better, is always accompanied by drawbacks and discomforts.-Arnold Bennett

Because things are the way they are, things will not stay the way they are.-Bertolt Brecht

He that will not apply new remedies must expect new evils; for time is the greatest innovator.- Francis Bacon

We all have big changes in our lives that are more or less a second chance.-Harrison Ford

When you jump for joy, beware that no one moves the ground from beneath your feet.-Stanislaw Lec

“You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”

-David Harkins-

:)

2009-05-03T19:29:00.002+08:00

i love the ideas in trust me the series! i dont know why they have to cancel the show!

And and the clothes! pure beautiful.. thats what fashion should be. simplicity at its best!

Gavin Degraw - Stay

2009-05-01T10:34:00.003+08:00

You don’t have to be part of the problem
I just need a second chance
I just need a second chance
Instead of leaving me standing in sorrow
I know that you’ll understand
I hope then you’ll understand
I know that I was wrong
But just don’t walk away

Oh won’t you stay
I need you need you here
When you’re with me
All others disappear
I’ll follow close
So close I’ll almost touch
I need your love
But it never hurt this much

I don’t wanna be someone who’s searching
Finally met someone
I finally met someone
There’s a couple things I’m still learning
Just gotta figure out
But you need someone who knows
I came to you tonight
But now you’re just walking away

Oh won’t you stay
I need you need you here
When you’re with me
All others disappear
I’ll follow close
So close I’ll almost touch
I need your love
But it never hurt this much

Don’t get caught up in mid feeling off course of day
You can take a minute before you go slipping away
I know I took some time but I realized my mistake
You don’t have to be part of the problem
I just need a second chance

Oh won’t you stay
I need you need you here
When you’re with me
All others disappear
I’ll follow close
So close I’ll almost touch
I need your love
But it never hurt this much

I need your lovin’ arms at night, but it never hurt this much
You don’t have to be part of the problem
I just need a second chance

2009-04-30T22:08:00.004+08:00

...I guess you really dont know how much you miss and want a person until their really away or gone

2009-04-28T01:16:00.003+08:00

This has been a great start to my music journey. I actually wrote a song that sounds good and that i happy with. I actually made the person i wanted to like the song like the song i wrote. It was a very random thing. But i guess the best songs were all written at the most random times of your life.

Superpower

wish i had a superpower
to stop the hands of time
wish the world moved a little slower
so you wouldn’t go so fast

wish you didn’t have to go
but the end is drawing nearer
would be nice if you could stay
cos i’m really gonna miss you

Chorus:
if i had one wish
i’d wish for you
to stay with you forever
in this moment
if i had one chance
i’d make you believe
that we can make it through if you wouldn’t leave

wish we didn’t have to wonder
bout the way it could turn out
if we had a different ending
to the page we’re writing on

i dont wanna know if your going to go

Music & lyrics by Min & Crys

2009-04-11T22:35:00.002+08:00

guess what fathers and mothers??

you know your spoiling your kids to much when they tell you they dont want it and ask you to get the cheaper one. you know your spoiling your kids to much then they tell you not to waste money on them. Or when they even said i dont want it after you saying just buy it la.

Well, believe or not there are father and mothers out there who spoil their kids that much till even kids thing its to much. I think its kinda no face when your kid tells you not to waste the money. Working in mid valley and gardens has shown me so many of these parents and teaches me to never be one like them. You shouldnt really blame kids who are spoiled you should blame the parents.

2009-04-10T22:18:00.005+08:00

With a bottle of beer beside me and a song from an awesome band playing i begin to write my thoughts down on a white screen. Where shall i begin, how bout life? Life has been good but to good till i took it for granted. Few days ago i got another slap off awakening reminding me life is just not about having what you have but expanding what you have. Said alot of things but no progress. Im starting to think agian what am i doing here. Goals are being set and chased around me and im just wasting time everyday agian. Questions like have i wasted my 20 years of life ? are placed it my head. Am i to late? I dont think so... am i?? WELL, we my head held high and in gear i willing to give a life another shot. Starting from acually finding something interesting with reading and writing. As i know soon those will play a big part of my life i should learn to enjoy it . It would be my turn soon to read a story book to my kids and im not going to let my kids just go to sleep like that cause i didnt like reading. 5 more months till i have the big key to freedom and i would like to be ready for that. To take big responsibilities and handle things without complaining.

Dear me,

i wish you all the best!

Regards,

2009-03-23T21:43:00.002+08:00

There a reason why i havent been updating anything on my blog.

Purely cause ive been just happy. Im happy with what i have now and if any sad stuff or angry stuff comes up, well lets say im not the only one. So im cool. My friends, my work , my studies are great. Fun is around me. SO there basically nothing to get all worked up for. :)

Im just waiting for time to pass by and free time to come along so i can do what i want and get inspiration and ideas. I want free time to playing with my guitar and record some track

2009-02-27T10:57:00.002+08:00

I love this movie! why isnt this movie playing in the big screens!!!

My two most favourite quotes of the movie:

* Norah: There's this part of Judaism that I like. Tikun Olam. It said that the world is broken into pieces and everyone has to find them and put them back together.

Nick: Maybe we don't have to find it. Maybe we are the pieces.
Norah: Nick? I'm coming in...

*Norah: Are you sad that we missed it?

Nick: We didn't miss it. This *is* it. C'mon. You wanna go home?

(They kiss)

I love how one night running around the city with so many happenings running at the same time. How even at 4am people are still in cafes and running around look for their favourite band. I love how everything in one night can be just so random. Watching this movie really makes me wish i was in London now! makes me wanna be with a special someone in London now. :)

Lost!

2009-02-25T17:15:00.003+08:00

Im so lost in where i am now. I dont really know where i am in this journey. Ive changed so much over so many years till i dont even know myself anymore. I dont know who i was. Ive lost track of my origins. I dont know what do people really want from me. I know i cant please every tom-dick and harry in this world. But ive try to do so till ive lost my way. I wanna pick up the pieces of my life, to feel like me agian. Its funny cause everytime i find myself in a place that i thought ive found and feel good bout it, i get kicked out of that place and being told to move on. I guess thats how life is. You can never feel safe and peaceful in one place forever. I wish i could. To sit in place and stay there forever. Too be comfortable with my area. No doubt ive lost my comfort place but ive yet to loss my identity. Im still that kid. But im now that kid who is growing up and learning alot more things.

Pls hang in there where ever you are. I just need to collect and pick up some skills and lessons along the way. :) Im so sad or anything. Im just all over the place.

2009-02-24T18:34:00.002+08:00

BORED = TIRED

Being bored really makes you more tired. Weeks and hours of standing around doing something isn't that bad. But these few days has being really tiring. Your brain makes you so tired thinking of what interesting things to do. I feel so drained out from being bored.

2009-02-13T12:59:00.002+08:00

What this city needs are beautiful street flower stalls. Their so beautiful to look at, all the colours and smell. And its so easy if u wanna get some flowers for something. The more i think bout it the more i cant wait to go London if everything goes to plan that is. Right now its not, money for once is a problem for me now. Paying the full fees and living cost to go London will not be a joy ride. As everyone is having financial problem now. Money is hard to find for now. Ever since i started work, ive learned that money is earned hard. Standing 12 hours and having Rm2.50 lunch breaks are hard. But i must say i do enjoy my work. But at this time, im also thinking twice bout using my earned money.

2009-01-29T22:30:00.004+08:00

Things i cant wait!

i cant wait for my 1st paycheck not a rm70 one!

i cant wait for the 180 launch!

i cant wait for sunday where i get to have lunch and spend some time with my favourite!

i cant wait for my favourites birthday and party!

OH!! i cant wait for new cupcakes !

i cant wait to go overseas!

i cant wait till next year already !

2009-01-20T11:30:00.003+08:00

Hows my new year been so far ??

well i cant recall when was the last time i had an emo feeling or wanted to post an emo post.

Lately ive been unusually jolly for no reasons. Or maybe for a reason but i dont know what is it. By right i should be sad and emo for many reasons but if i did then many other people in this world would or can do so too and the world would just be a dark and sad place wouldnt it ? i think i can say ive change but i cant say ive change to be better or worst cause thats not for me to say. Ive been learning alot from getting my first real job to life. Reading so far really did help my learning process. Ive come to know that my life will never have a full stop meaning i would never find a comfortable place and stay there forever. I once thought i could do that to find a spot, a place, feeling that im happy with and live life the whole way like that. But people ive met or heard about changed my views. Work really did change my views. Seeing many different customers who are nice or proud, rich or poor. Like a said before this year will be the most challenging year of my life but im not scared to face it. Im excited to see where i would be next year.

Look what i found at work :)

A band call Tenth Avenue North

check out their song call Love is here

what i can never have enough of

2009-01-09T00:46:00.003+08:00

HUGS !!

Ice-cream

Good Food

Guitars

Chuck

Music

Walks on a nice day

Womenizer???

2009-01-06T20:42:00.001+08:00

i dont know if i should clap hands or laugh when i saw this. But the way they did it was super cool.

A late Thankgiving Cheers

2009-01-03T22:39:00.003+08:00

Well, its 2009 a whole new story, a whole new book, wasnt really a great start i would say no big fireworks neither any feel good moments. One thing i can say is that this would be the most challenging year of my life. Datelines to meet, my course to finish, being a man cause im turning 21 this year, having to juggle more thing, find a job, save money, take care of ppl, having to learn more about LOVE. Yeap i dont think im ready yet i dont think anyone is ever ready for anything like this. But i do know im ready to give God another chance cause having him not around me lately was never a good idea. I wanna get closer with him as much as i wanna get closer to the people i love. New year this year is not about starting all over agian, its more like finding what i lost and continue it.

I know its a little to late to be thanking people now that 2009 has started but its better to be late then never right? So im very thankful for God who i know still loves me and will always give a so many more chances. And my family for letting me do what i want to do all the time. And my new friends and buddies who thought me lots of new things. Josh Lim for good advice for the year 2008. (yes im thanking you personally) and the one closest to my heart for everything from smiling to being there for me to supporting me to just being by my side. So ya thank you everyone. Im looking forward for new thing ahead. Cheers to a challenging yet i know a better new year!

2008-12-16T05:27:00.003+08:00

i never knew i could hate one person this much and not do a single thing to that person. i dont know whats so special bout this person and i dont even know why its driving me nuts at this hour! everytime i see that person deep inside i hate that person so much but at the same time i dont wanna do anything cause that person has never done anything wrong or nothing that i know of yet. i hear that person's name and anger just comes out. i think bout that person and thoughts of killing just runs. i never thought one person like this can drive me crazy this much. and as much as i want that person out of my life and never see or hear or think of that person it can never happen and i have to just deal with it however long it takes.

Dear God,

i dont know whats wrong with me and why i hate this person so much but please help me to overcome this madness and anger i have for this person and if anything that happened or is happening please help me forgive that person and not make it a big deal. i dont wanna feel like this and i dont wanna deal with this anymore too. so help me God ! Amen.

Just a reminder

2008-12-16T01:52:00.002+08:00

... im not only a feel good toy or maybe the toy that is being played only when all the other toys get boring or broken.

... im not the desert to wash down all the wonderful food that its eaten before that

... im not the book that is interesting only cause it has a new cover outside

... im not the show where people watch cause the other good shows are sold out

... im not the clothes that only been taking out once a while

... im not the holiday villa house or the second home

... im not all that and thank you for remembering it

2008-12-09T21:41:00.002+08:00

its been so far crazy. all the madness has just started with so many things to do over the week and over the month of Christmas. Datelines and list after list or things. Everyday when i wake up there an agenda waiting. In a way its good cause finally i dont sit around at home doing nothing. But i just want a day of peace and be in silence mode. Doing what i need to do but just in silence not talking to anyone not making anyone happy or anything. I think i just need just one day of that. And i think 2moro will be that day.

2008-11-24T19:38:00.002+08:00

i wanna watch a good movie :) something like "Stranger than Fiction".

Any suggestions??

The wishlist

2008-11-16T19:46:00.002+08:00

i would like a few things for Christmas

but i have to go now so ill come back and do it. :)

my christmas

2008-11-16T19:46:00.000+08:00

2008-11-09T17:53:00.003+08:00

programs and cool things like this is what makes music so cool and why i love doing what im doing :) why cant we have this ? or why cant we just be a little more advance and help grow the music industry here in Malaysia. There are so many good bands in KL but no one is doing anything about it. We should have something like this here. Or at least a center for people to jam and learn more.

if your a music lover ? check it out ! click here

2008-11-07T00:00:00.003+08:00

i forgot that i always wanted this book!!!!

if there was any book i wanted to read in this whole world is this book!

but i could never find it in KL! i looked everywhere till i guess i gave up and forgot bout it but after being in love with incubus agian i remembered bout the book!

IF you ever see this book anyway call me !!!!

this book is on top of my christmas LIST!!!!!

check out Brandon Byod's site! click here

2008-11-06T09:57:00.002+08:00

i need to focus agian. im losing it agian. holidays really can kill you slowly. i cant go back to my old self and failing agian. Theres no use asking for help cause at this stage only I can help myself.

an old chapter of a story

2008-11-05T18:30:00.005+08:00

...she told him that she misses him everyday when she lays her head on the pillow every night as he's out with his friends till the morning comes. She told him that she feels that his friends are more important then her. She told him that she wants to be in his life more and not just sitting around waiting for him to come back. She told him that she didnt feel loved by him as much anymore. As he listen carefully that night he told himself silently that he should do something and change to be better. He told himself to be aware of what his doing lately. He told himself to make the right choices if not he might lose that perfect diamond that he had found. He knew that hanging around with all his lazy and unsured friends wouldn't make things better for himself so he stopped. He felt that he was more focus now and continued to be that better person she wanted and they were happy agian with much love and care. She felt loved once more and he felt he was doing it right this time. Few months when by, and things now had turned tables. She found great friends and was having fun on her own. She discovered a different side of her. She felt that finally after being at home and chained down she had the freedom to do anything. She had friends to go out when she was bored and had friends to comfort her and make her feel good everytime. She met more people and her mind set began to change. Its was his turn to feel the way she felt few months back. It was his turn to feel that her friends were more important. After leaving his friends, he felt that maybe he changed to fast cause now he felt lonely and unwanted. Every night now, he looks up with his head on a pillow confused and trying to put the puzzle together agian. As Everyday passed by he moves on with his life doing his work and found new friends. But, he wonders everyday if he would ever get to see that side of her agian. The side of her that had dreams everyday tell him how much she wants that and is so sure of herself and so much more. The side of her that wants his arms around her like a castle's wall making sure that no other can harm her. As he knows that this is just a phase and its natural and that time will only tell soon. He hopes that she would understand that she will always be that diamond and he never wants to lose it no matter how hard it takes to keep it from other people...

ANYONE??

2008-11-04T19:48:00.000+08:00

2008-11-04T19:11:00.003+08:00

told you i better start rocking soon!! see what happen !! haha :) im watching poping on you tube!!

but i seriously wanna learn how to do it man. if i would dance.. yes! dance! i wanna dance like this. i watch step up 2 agian and i love the moves they do man.

2008-11-03T22:16:00.005+08:00

i wanna be in a rock band!!!! i miss gigs and i miss jumping and guitar flipping!! i miss going crazy and hang banging and crowd cheers. i WANNA ROCK !!!!!

if i dont start rocking soon im scared ill start dancing and poping ..... haha.. :) but i wouldnt mind it also. i wish i could dance like some ppl. i saw real butt moving today and it was super cool. (yes im talking bout u!!) haha.. cheers :)

question of the day:

why do people get emo anyway?? im speaking for myself too :)

2008-10-31T23:15:00.002+08:00

Its just not the same.

finally i get to do the things i loved doing last time. but there are still alot missing. i wanna play foosball agian and go mamak at 3am. i wanna do crazy stuff like egg a car agian. i wanna jam with a band. i wanna swim at night. so many things i miss doing but slowly and somehow i will do all that agian. i need the crazy friends i had last time la. i miss everyone! can you all come back faster!!!

i have alot of high energy inside me now and i wanna do something with it soon. CS just now was fun but i wanted more. but im happy i could do that all agian. and im happy that it all came back agian. i forgot who i was and now its slowly coming back. thank you so much to you :) and also the guys. :) joy is everywhere :) cant wait when you all are free !!! :) but i wish you all all the best in what you doing now and hang in there with all that work. cheers. :)

2008-10-28T12:42:00.001+08:00

The oh so yummy Mushroom, Tomato and Cheese Sandwich is tasting so good agian :)

2008-10-24T23:35:00.003+08:00

the more i look at the wonderful beings of a family the more im not surprise why people are who they are. i mean alot of kids say that they will never wanna be like their parents or their sisters or brothers. Some say they even hate their family. I kinda see it now that you can never escape the habits and morals of your own family. They always say " it runs in the family" and thats so true. Looking at my beings and habits and how i deal things just clearly says that i like my family. Some things like getting stress over things so easy. My sister does that too. Things like being quiet comes more from my mum and being random and never serious at times comes from my dad. I realise that if u cant like or love a person at some level you will also find it hard to like or love his or her family. And i learn to face the fact that i will some day be something like my parents like it or not. But with all that, i can say i love my family :)

2008-10-22T23:26:00.003+08:00

guy i know this is hard to believe but i must say this book really is good.

i found what i love to read now.

i love intimate collections of short stories and reflection kind of books. you think its emo but its not. it teaches you alot. hey it teaches me.. so yes its taking me forever to read it but hey ! im trying :) at least my reading :) and i love it :)

2008-10-21T21:53:00.000+08:00

theres hope. what an amazing song

its getting darker
i’ve been trying harder
to find my way through this haze

what i used to be so sure of
all the things that i held dear
i question

and time has left me hanging
to the fear i might be missing out
which road do i take?

please give me some time
i’m trying to find
the reason to stay
don’t misunderstand
this isn’t the end
i’m finding a way back to you

all those hopes and plans we had
maybe they never left
but somewhere something changed

excuses, ‘but’s, and ‘maybe’s
pretending, lies, and questioning
this isn’t how things should be

please give me some time
i’m trying to find
the reason to stay
don’t misunderstand
this isn’t the end
i’m finding a way back to you

2008-10-21T14:28:00.002+08:00

okie last post for the day i promise. :) :)

i think after putting down all my thoughts and being emo :) sry for being emo :) i think the space im getting and giving is good. i think i shouldnt take it for granted instead take it and learn and find myself agian too. im only human to think of the worst but it doesnt mean i should keep thinking like that. so maybe i should go out enjoy myself and not thinking about the worst and stuff for awhile. For once say what i mean and understand others and no be a junk and be selfish. For once let others have the fun and enjoy the view. maybe its good that im going back into the tunnel agian so that other trains behind me can enjoy the view i had also :) yeah ! that made me feel better. let other people enjoy the view.

okie :) im going bowling or to the driving range :) see ya.

2008-10-21T14:17:00.002+08:00

the new macs are out!!! they look beautiful and amazing :)

check it out!

www.apple.com

2008-10-21T13:40:00.002+08:00

i know i have alot to say nowadays. im just putting my thoughts down. well, things dont look so good now and its only the start. Just when i felt that im finally out of the dark and scary tunnel before you know i see another one coming. well, maybe i guess i got to accept that there will always be another tunnel ahead after just coming out of one. but i got a feeling this tunnel the train im in soon reaches will be a long one, a very long one. i think i just need to get ready for it. so sitting in this train now im gearing myself for a long dark journey of my trip. but what am i suppose to do in the dark for so long again? i finally could breath and see the light and finally found peace and joy looking at all the beauty and Gods amazing work. i finally can sit back and enjoy the ride and move on to something better and get my goals done. finally i could see all the inspiration when i came out of the tunnel. i could see so much more then just free from darkness. i could see people believing in me. i could see my goals being done with joy. i could people around me getting happier with the changes. i could finally understand lots more stuff. i could finally understand and enjoy some of the things i never thought i would. like blogging and writing and thinking and cupcakes and reading and coffee and some of the music i listen to now and life. i really thought that this bright and beautiful journey was beginning to show. well i guess i took the view for granted to fast and started doing other stuff then to sit and enjoy it more and understand it. maybe now it would be better if the train stops so that i dont have to go into another tunnel agian. but i dont want to i really wanna see where im going with all this. but im scared what if after i come out of that tunnel and never see the beauty that was back there??

2008-10-21T12:06:00.002+08:00

who am i ?? im just a normal boy with no much to ask for. i will always try my best to change for the better. try and make people happy. if people dont like me i dont care but deep inside i really dont like the idea of someone hating me. i cant stand it if people have a problem with me i rather sit down for hours talking about it then hide and run away. i hate keeping things inside of me. i may not have all the knowledge and the mind to write bout things the way people write i may not have the talents to play the way some people play i may not have the skills to show off and i may not have to confidents to social with people BUT ! i have the wanting to always try my best and give my best to change and be a better person. Its good that space is given to prove and find out things but its also hard to do it with no inspiration and when im sitting here thinking bout the worst that could happen.

If you ask me if ive change i say 100% i have. and i will keep on going to change. i want to. thats my goal. i want people to like me for the better person i am and respect me too. i just wish some people try to understand me as much as im trying to understand them too. I maybe 20 this year but i know sometimes i think like a 10 year old. honestly? im down to i dont know wat to do already. i very lost and confuse and wondering where is this going. but at the same time i dont wanna stop this train and get off. i wanna see where its going where is it taking me.

2008-10-21T00:35:00.001+08:00

why is so many people wondering??? why so many questions?? their making me wonder too??

2008-10-20T21:22:00.004+08:00

i think after awhile the case just stops. i think you find out that everything changes after awhile. The same same things never really will be the same after awhile. i think no matter how much i want it things will never be the same cause time moves and so does everythings else. If you just stand at one place no ones is going to stop and ask you to move with them. Their just going to move on. i dont wanna stand here waiting to be pulled along with the time and everything. i wanna walk with the time and changes but its so hard. BUT! its all good i promise emo has gone away and it will. Its part of moving with time. if i didnt get what i want i cant be a baby and stumb my feet and cry. if no one pays attention to me as much i shouldnt be lying on my bed doing nothing. if time wants to move faster then fine ill try to speed things up. ill be fine, just fine. :) thank you if you care :) Wong Jun-min is not going to let this world bring me down! hmph!!

2008-10-15T20:48:00.002+08:00

let me see if you readers are smarter or the same as josh yee.. :)

is this guitar a left handed or a right handed??

2008-10-14T21:41:00.005+08:00

it was silent today. but i was peacefully and silently and slowly enjoying my day :) it was nice to be silent and getting attention. even at times when i was thinking negative a minute or two later i felt good agian. i feared but later found out i didnt need to fear. i felt lonely but later wasnt. i was angry but later found joy.

Today i beat three thing that could bring me down all but cause i was silent and had the best person in the whole world beside me i won :)

..."i got my thoughts down" You Rock! thanks :)

i cant wait for another day like today! :) ohh ohh... and also i cant wait for my best friend to finally come back ! finally i have a best friend that is back home :)

2008-10-14T10:50:00.002+08:00

the guitar is starting to look like one agian :)

the stupid guitar shop sold me a two side type of tuners instead of the normal strat type so i hard to make it work..... look how it came out. and also the pickguard was so small for the guitar. haihz.. i know there going to be more problems coming.

2008-10-13T18:35:00.002+08:00

1st week of holiday and progress has started :) yay!!

done my pedal board. halfway with the guitar and it looks good ! :)

check it out :)

2008-10-07T21:12:00.003+08:00

ITS OVER!!!!

another 3 weeks of holiday baby!!!!

i was thinking instead of just doing nothing this 3 weeks im going to do some packing and fixing.

The list.

1. pack up my room.

2 fix my pedal board.

3 fix my frames

4 start working on the guitar. (ming how??)

5 start work on the demo album

6 start fixing my foosball table

7 pack my cupboard.

8 remove all junk from my room.

That should keep me busy. :)

2008-10-06T21:05:00.002+08:00

i feel like having this..

2008-10-06T19:05:00.002+08:00

finals are here!!!!

i can say im 75% ready i guess.

speaking of exams i think life is a test too. God, people and even yourself put you to seasons of hard and easy tests to see how you can do. at the end its learning from it and being better. i know i have. but i also know i got a long long way more to go from getting it all right. its challenging but its rewarding at the end. :) i think putting a smile on someones face its a reward i look for.

i know lots of people have put a smile on mine :) and i know alot also took away that smile. but i know for sure the love of my life in the future will always put smiles on me. and im sure in the future after learning alot i will do the same too.

i cant wait i really cant. :) :) :) :) :)

2008-10-02T21:54:00.002+08:00

my blog is a little more alive now that ive change it :) maybe cause its white?? maybe i should go for pink the next time round? :)

anyway.. this week has been a super fun week. 1st it was 1u with all the crazy things. then wednesday at my house even more crazy. then today triple crazy. 2moro i have to find a new word for crazy. then sat turns wild ready. haha :)

things are turning and changing and im enjoying it alot. cheers. :)

2008-09-30T23:42:00.002+08:00

today has been a debating and confusing day. i tackled all the emotion of life today. sad, joy, laughs, weird, angry, crazy all in one day. at the end it all turn out rather good. :) im glad i had a day like today.

question of the day :- So would you (if ur a girl or a boy) kiss another girl or another guy?? get it??

2008-09-27T06:41:00.001+08:00

nice layout done at 6.45 am. i must be crazy.

2008-09-27T05:10:00.003+08:00

its 5am and yes u may think oh no another emo post from Jun-min agian. Well, sorry but i here to say that i had enough of the emo Jun-min sitting around doing nothing. im going to start having fun from now on and enjoy my life before i turn old.

i just got back home. so before i sleep. here my list on what im going to do instead off being emo.

1. im going to go shopping. im going to look good for the girl of my dreams.

2. im going to read a book. yes u heard me READ!

3. im going to get to know more people. i think i have to little friends.

4. im going to try and write more song and go for gigs.

5. im going to pick myself up and stop being a kid.

6. im going to pick up a new hobby. Not a boring hobby.

ill deal with 6 1st. good night people of the world.

2008-09-24T21:51:00.001+08:00

this shall keep me going and not give up.

"A guy who is his own person, someone carefree and fun to be with and is comfortable with himself and makes me feel comfortable around him. A guy that knows how to be a guy - who knows how to fool around and have fun and not take life too seriously... but at the same time knows his priorities".

2008-09-23T18:54:00.001+08:00

Finally their back!!!!!

Music and Writing

2008-09-15T22:59:00.004+08:00

~ Some people have very cool stories about how they met. Some people have not so cool stories. Some see the world in a unusual way. Some see the world the normal way. Some start their days with a routine. Some just start however the day starts. Some love the same person for years. Some love different people over a night. Some have dreams. Some have nightmares. Some push for their goals. Some just dont have goals. Some spend money like crazy. Some save every last penny they have. Some eat the same dish everyday. Some never eat the same dish ever agian.

~what im trying to say is we are different in our own ways and that makes us who we are. BUT it doesnt mean that the person you one day be with must be the exact replica of you. Sadly i always thought thats the way and thats until now im never happy. But now, Ive never felt the way i feel now about someone that has totally nothing to do with what i like and what i do. The things that we both like are worlds apart but yet its so interesting finding out the other's likes and dislikes. we both dont even think alike at so many times. But the joy i get just talking about things that i would just fall asleep listening to. i never thought i would do some of the things im trying nowadays. For Real!! ive never like black coffee. never read and write so much before. never made anything. never save so much money. and so much more nevers. i love where my life is at now. i dont wanna change anything. DONT make me change it.

you need to highlight it

2008-09-15T21:48:00.006+08:00

S A Y is the word for today :)

oh!! i forgot.. here you go

2008-09-04T20:25:00.002+08:00

2008-09-04T19:56:00.006+08:00

looking what i have in my hands i should be h..a..p..p..y

i have a nice home and my lovely room

i have my gangsta car to drive around.

i have my mac and my recording stuff.

i have a new printer.

i have time and money

i have the freedom to do anything.

i have friends

i have such a hot special friend

mostly importantly i have a life and alot more future............

so im happy.

it will only make sense soon

2008-08-29T23:44:00.002+08:00

ROCK !!! MUST COME BACK!!

2008-08-28T17:39:00.003+08:00

who with me!!??

i miss the days where everything was rock !! ppl didnt care bout cool beats and dancing but pure head banging and everything black and blasting load rock in your room air guitaring on your bed and just rocking to your dream band!!

blasting rock now brings me back why i pickup a guitar in the 1st place..

wat happen to bands like lost prophets, metallica, audioslave, creed, nirvana, and so so so freaking many more good bands out there???? why is rock dying in the main stream??? why is rock not that famous anymore ??? its hard to find good rock music when you turn on the freaking radio or MTV now!! im sick of turning on to hiphop and r&b or pop.. yeah its nice but good rock music should live on!!! dont you think rock fans????

2008-08-24T22:33:00.004+08:00

post deleted for reasons..

but i still hate people who dont treat their girlfriend nicely and respect!!!!

GET A LIFE alright boy!! treat your girlfriend the way you should friend.. dont let me see too i swear!!

for sale

2008-08-19T23:34:00.001+08:00

2008-07-21T16:19:00.002+08:00

Here this!!

i will never go out just like that and have fun without telling

thousand sorrys for doing that.

YOUR THE BEST!!!!! (show peace fingers)

i updated my blog

2008-07-20T19:57:00.002+08:00

2moro will be a year since it all started

i never i thought it would turn out this way. A good way i would say =)

i realize how important life is now rather then a year ago.

how money should be carefully used

there so much more things i would list down.

all i know is things changed and it changed for the better.

so i wanna say THANK YOU.

2008-07-11T09:29:00.002+08:00

BEST MOVIE OF 2007

AUGUST RUSH

i love this movie people if your reading this do go watch it
music lovers out there this is the show to watch
music,love,passion,life all in a movie

movie quotes:
"The music is all around you, all you have to do is listen."

"Do you like music?"........
"More than food."

look what happen

2008-07-01T19:41:00.001+08:00

remember i said there are so many good music out there???
well not for rock music!!
i need to listen to some rocking rock band agian!!
hip hop has taken over.

look what i click on my playlist instead of rock bands!!
~Timbaland??
~Justin Timberlake??
~Chris Brown??
~Rihanna??
~AKON??!!
aiyoooo... its true that thier music is good and nice to listen but most are software produced music
what happen to real garage band recording!!??
MTV PLS STOP PLAYING CLUB MUSIC AND START FINDING SOME ROCK BANDS!!!!!!!!!!!

sigh... rock is not going strong.. save the world!!

look what happen

2008-07-01T19:41:00.000+08:00

so many good music out there..

2008-06-13T22:24:00.003+08:00

simple and nice..love it!!
check out jj heller- small

Cardboard cutouts on the floor
People wish that you were more like what they wanted you to be
Eventually they won’t have much of you at all in their theology
The walls are closing in on you
You cannot be contained at all

I don’t want to make you small
I don’t want to fit you in my pocket
A cross around my throat
You are brighter than the sun
You’re closer than the tiny thoughts I have of you
But I could never fathom you at all

Broken moldings all around
Broken people hit the ground
When they discover that you’re not here for our benefit
You love in spite of us
You use the least of us to prove the strong aren’t really strong at all

2008-06-02T19:13:00.002+08:00

so here the thing..
i got my new recording stuff and its like woo!!!!
there still lots missing to complete what i need but this shall do to start off
ive been trying to write new songs or at least a new song but...
nothing coming out..
inspired??
yes... very... but zero outcomes..
anyone has a new tune that u wanna share???
im all out in wanting to work on it and record it down..

2008-05-19T12:31:00.003+08:00

time for an update..

the stupid sun will be what im talking about today...!!
its crazy how the heat in our country is.
its not hot
its flaming burning hot
making ppl even more darker
im so freaking black after a game of tennis
i wish u sun wouldnt shine so hot everyday here...
i wish KL would be a four seasons country.

i never guess i would watch this on youtube but...look!!

2008-05-06T15:55:00.000+08:00

2008-04-23T20:42:00.002+08:00

i kinda want a new pair of shoe..

TIGER madness...

2008-04-05T02:53:00.003+08:00

another awakening day it has been..
after much thinking..
after much talking over the phone..
after much more thinking..

maybe life is more then just going out and doing guys stuff and hanging around..
maybe there more to life in dreams and goal

thought i was doing fine.. but... it turns out i was going no way at all maybe even going back or worst then before..
i need a self check and a life check..
i need to feel more accomplished..

so hear this.. from today im taking a break from going out all the time and doing nothing...
going out when im bored just to be more bored is a no more..
im going start finding my goals in life and fast.. before times goes ahead without me..
career and family and health and the most important of all G O D needs to be my a focus from now..
i think im just saying all this for nothing but it doesnt mean ill give up..
and to the one that gave me this awakening?? if you dont mind pls help me on this?? what ever it takes...

one to many...

2008-03-22T04:22:00.004+08:00

i think its time to stop...
to stop what i have been doing..
having to much of it is not good
look at the outcomes.. what good does it do to me...
i need to wake up and be not the kind of guy i am or was..
its time.. time to change..
stay at home not cause i dont wanna go out..
cause i wanna be there when someone needs me..
to talk to at any random times..
to be able to give a ear to hear..
i wanna do this i wanna be there..
i need to stop doing what im doing cause its making me and the people around me become worst..
i dont wanna end up just another guy who losses everything cause he didnt do the right thing..
i cant...
i wanna..
i must...
its hard but i must try the hardest..
i cant be that guy where im good for nothing...
it stops here and thats final..

2008-03-20T14:40:00.003+08:00

now a days going out isnt that fun anymore...
going out use to be the only thing interesting with my life..
hanging around malls... foosball place.. even mamak at night or just going out cause there nothing to do at home...
it all doesnt seem fun or at least as fun as last time anymore...
somethings missing or maybe someone...
life as it goes has change.. for better or worst who may know..
its like the batt of my life are not there anymore..
sometimes it feels bad... over doing things.. not knowing the result
i need a change...

random but full of meaning..

2008-03-15T15:57:00.002+08:00

remember the day
you said life wasnt good
you wish for something else
you wanted it better

all i could do was listen
and i thought to myself
and wanted to tell you

just hold on to life
you gonna make it
hang on tight
there so much more to life

i might not get it all
theres no other like you
and what we have
so stay with me and find out

john mayer?? brings hope to life...

2008-03-15T15:52:00.003+08:00

"Welcome to the real world", she said to me
Condescendingly
Take a seat
Take your life
Plot it out in black and white
Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
And the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me
Is still hiding
Up my sleeve

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
just to lie you've got to rise above

So the good boys and girls take the so called right track
Faded white hats
Grabbing credits
Maybe transfers
They read all the books but they can't find the answers
And all of our parents
They're getting older
I wonder if they've wished for anything better
While in their memories
Tiny tragedies

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you got to rise above

I am invincible
As long as I'm alive

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just to lie you've got to rise above

I just can't wait til my 10 year reunion
I'm gonna bust down the double doors
And when I stand on these tables before you
You will know what all this time was for

song: "no such thing" , John mayer

there are few parts of the song that says to hang on in life... and there going to be better things in life on the other side... so there is hope to live the life you want okie?? hang in there..

2008-02-29T10:35:00.003+08:00

i think everyone would wanna live a good life... who wouldnt?? thats just weird...
and i think everyone would wanna be rich in order to live a good life.... big houses, stylish designer wear.. outstanding ride.. a hot wife... wouldnt that be nice...

i guess i want that too.. i always tell myself i have to be very successful in order to live the life i want... scares myself sometimes how i wanna buy so many things..... obsence is really the word...
but now im thinking i dont think i need all that to be happy... maybe it willl be a good way to make me feel all peaceful... but i think there would be something still missing in life.,..

sooooo... i narrowed down what i want in life.... just so i can see if i have all this when i look back...
i wanna hot wife to loves me for who i am and not the money...
i wanna a nice small cozy yet spaces apartment with nice deco and funiture in it..
i wanna run my own recording studio someday... and a coffee shop down stairs...
i wanna two cars... a family car where my kids and all can mess up the car without me screaming at them... and i really beautiful convertable two door sports car so i can run away from the noise of the city and go country driving... TAKE NOTE !!! this is a must.. cars in my life are number 2 priority...
good food is a must have in my life... good drinks too... wine i must collect..
i think with all this 5 items ill be happy as can be...